where did the fire go?

It's been a while since i had that feeling. you know, that fire? that power?

that passion...

it could be on anything.

for me, it went along the lines of..

street fighter
gyming
studying ( at one stage)
and of course that girl
even toy collecting

but for all of these I have to admit. the fire has run dry. right now theres a state of plainess. no real direction to go anywhere.

it's kind of boring.

like even the whole idea of working and getting money is... meh. feels like it's not really that insirational in any sense.

I want to feel that passion again. my best example would be something like this