talk about a cliche' post...

they say you never know what you have until it's gone.

Sure that's true and all and everybody can relate to it to some degree:

But what happens when it affects you to another level?

What if something/someone that defined you was taken away because you took it for granted and you wern't paying enough attention/respect for what you had?

Sometimes you wish you could go back in time and sort of change your mindset and appreciate more, but of course you woudn't have known until you came out of the woods, right?

at the end of the day, it's just one big learning experience ey.

Fight for what you have and for who you are. don't let it escape you. Give it everything you have.

At least you know you'll be going down with a fight

Rushing foreward

Ever get that rush?

Of course there are different types.

When you see your favourite hero smashing bad guys nonstop (Optimus prime taking on all the bad guys)

Maybe when you see a pretty girl give you a smile

When you open up your exam booklet

When you finally figure something out after 10 hours of studying it like crazy

When you're completely in the zone of something you love doing "be it pawning noobs in dota" or on a 30 win killing spree in SF4 listening to this song:

When you finally reach the 20 pull ups you onced aimed for when you could hardly do 3 ( I can only do 6 atm )

When your about to receive your grade

After you finish a 10 km run

That rush....

Life's little knacks

Ever felt like you were dreaming?

Dreaming of a reality that you wish would exist with all the effort of making it a reality?
When really, you were just living a lie?

Why were you dreaming in the first place? to escape a life that you couldn't deal with?

Kinda feels like I've woken up. from a deep trance, a deep .... slumber
A slumber that's been going on for too long...

The alarm bells ring and you slowly open your eyes.

So whats there to do from here? now that you're wide awake.

You get up, brush your teeth, get ready for the day and take it slowly, one step at a time.

Dealing with what you have in front of you , and not worrying about the past or the future..

Life's little knacks. Think there's something to be learnt here.