Update on life:

the new game street fighter x tekken is out. it has pretty much replaced ssf4, my main game.

its a good game and all but...... something inside just feels like it's no longer my reason to continue playing. I've bought it, played it and i do pretty good but it's just not right. is this what i need to break away from the pro gameing i did during my uni years?

is this what it feels like to finally.. grow up?

life these days.. it's slow and unpassianotable. yeah yeah, im aware that for i'm pretty pessimistic these days. my belief is that all the past expereience is what creates you at the present and I guess. it's been quite negative for me.

sometimes I ask why......... can't I just be normal ..