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ive always been fairly quiet, throughout life. I can talk to anyone without really caring what their response is. Ever since I was a kid, I was kind of always a loner, had maybe one friend through the later years of high school.

but I think it's gotten worse.

So cambo n ew year has come up and i went to the temple.
A sisters friend came up and started talking to me and well...

I just froze

I don't even know how to SMALL TALK ANYMORE

I don't know what to say, what to think, my mind just feels blank most of the time

it's like a void or something.

It feels like im disconnected with the world

maybe i'm going crazy

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maybe im so out of practice with talking to people that i've forgotten how to talk to them

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